PandaSaysRawr

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I hope you remember me. by PandaSaysRawr, literature

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I hope you remember me.

I hope you don't feel a damn thing. Numbness is all you're allowed. Did he make you smile? Was I the one that made it worse? I hope you've lost all your hope. Don't you dare smile. Don't laugh or move on. Stay stuck where you are. You've been a coward. So much a coward that you've blocked me out. You can try and forget me. You can try and forgive yourself. But I hope you never forget the one that you broke.

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My self definiton

I’m worthless I mean nothing to this world a piece of trash I cant do anything correctly I fail everything I’m clumsy awkward weird boring selfish and I cant find myself in this huge mess I’ve created I’m fat ugly and I have no talent my writing is bad my drawings just suck and I hate the person I’ve become I’ve created a monster I’m an actress is what I am I can pretend I have no limit but the thing is know one cares about it if they were to know I’ve lied they wouldn’t do a thing they wouldn’t care it wouldn’t hurt I’m depressing a wannabe a bitch I’m everyth

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The Ravens by lostinlove15, literature

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The Ravens

I remember the day. I believe...it was a Thursday. After class. I was walking home, it was chilly. But the ice from the heart that barely beat...was colder. My heart. I was damned. My eyes crossed the street as the car flew by unaware. I thought about it. Maybe just one step in the wrong direction. That maybe an 18 wheeler would be the one whose engine met my body. My fragile self. I looked back at the school. The preps. The jocks. The emos. The nerds. The geeks. The self absorbed NHS group. The smart ones. The stupid ones. The pot heads. The smokers. The cutters. The sex addicts. The girls. The boys. The in-between. But where did my g

A World by elizabeth196, literature

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A World

Was it not enough to see me me cry? Are you still not satisfied? Must I die? A world full of hate, love fills no void, hatred, it fills me, and with you they toyed. A world full of sadness, of blood and of tears, of pain and of death. A world where I drown in my fears. A world of restlessness. Concern fills your heart. It's killing you and that's tearing me apart. We suffer, we die. They watch us in pain. And for all that we try, We try in vain.

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About PandaSaysRawr

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Mar 7, 1997
United States
Deviant for 12 years
She / Her

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My Bio

I've
hurt
loved
trusted
broken
and been broken,
I'm human.
Talk to me if you'd like I don't mind
I like to be happy all the time(not that i am all of the time)
I like girls and could care less for youre opinion about it :)
If you don't like my stuff either hate it silently or leave, don't bother me with criticism please and thanks
Current Residence: united states
Favourite genre of music: screamo, country, rap, techno, alternative
Favourite style of art: japanese marble painting
Favourite cartoon character: Gir
Personal Quote: dont fall for someone unless theyre willing to catch you because there are scars left behind from when you hit the ground <3

Favourite Movies

Stepbrothers, boys don't cry, howl's moving castle, ponyo, the hangover, andy adam sandler, and many many more :3

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

tool,distured,ed sheeran,Asking Alexandria, brokencyde, rascal flatts, a day to remember, d.r.u.g.s, the script, p!nk, i have too many and they change all the time hehe

Favourite Books

The twilight saga,To kill a mocking bird, the house of night series, fruits basket, bleach, library wars, many more :3

Favourite Writers

Stephanie meyer,Edger alen poe,

Favourite Games

super mario,spyro,guitar hero,

Other Interests

manga, drawing, writing, taking pictures and having fun and trying not to fall flat on mah but :3

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PandaSaysRawr

Jul 25, 2014

New account c:

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Hey guys c: im really not sure how many of you really look at. What i post anymore considering i dont come on here very often. But i have made a new DA accout, the reasoning being that this one has to many memories and bad thoughts and although i still have sad thoughts i an in a better place and the new account is just sort of a fresh start with my newly found happiness. I ou would be so kid as to watch me that would be lovely c: selfconflictedx thank you so much if you read this!

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PandaSaysRawr

Jul 30, 2013

Right Now.

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I don't know how I go to this point in my life again because I honestly have a lot of caring friends, but I don't feel right in my own skin. I don't feel like I can be happy. I'm not. I don't want to commit suicide because I don't want to upset people. But at the same time I really don't want to be here.

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PandaSaysRawr

May 12, 2013

Heart break.

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I've been upset about things before, and I've been upset about realationships, but nothing like this. I lost my best friend, dated her ex girlfriend who I've liked since before they were together, and she broke up with me after 3 days. I guess I deserve it. I didnt do anything but make the girl smile, but she broke up with me saying she wants a little time before we date and basically told me to hold on. Then I woke up to a basically nevermind dont hold on message. I'm hurt and this sucks. I really have no idea about anything anymore. I feel so ignorant.

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ibo007

Mar 8, 2014

I hope that your birthday is great, cause it is a good reason to celebrate. And for that I say:-
Happy Birthday!! Hope your day is filled with lots of love and laughter! May all your birthday wishes come true. Let this day be full of joy and celebration. I hope that today is the beginning of another wonderful year for you. Don’t look for a heaven in the sky. Make your own heaven right here.
Blowing out another candle should mean that you have lived another year with joy and you've made this world a better place. Make every day of your life and every candle count. Have a delightful birthday!